I’m crying because of all the pain you caused. Now that you’re here & things are okay between us, i’m crying because you’re leaving again..this time for good. To be honest, i know it’s all for the best.. for the both of us actually. As the year comes to an end and a new year begins, right now i must shut you out of my life for me to open a new chapter w/o you in it. How much i wish you were the one to make me stop crying but you became the opposite of what i thought you were capable of making me feel. Sucky part, you still have that power to make me feel what no other has ever made me feel and love you all over again. I just don’t want to feel this way anymore )’: Goodbye soldier.
Even how much the temptation is slowly killing me in the inside and having a bizarre mind. I know for a fact i won’t get defeated.. because i’ve learned what self worth is all about and i definitely owe it to myself to be surrounded by people or things that give me nothing but happiness and respect. I am capable enough to prove myself & others that not only another human being can show me self worth or make me happy but all of that can be given or discovered truly within my hands, my actions, & positive thoughts. So even if i may miss the memories or even the person himself, my life moves forward. I can’t & will not be defeated by things or people who are only set temporary in my life.